Forever Tainted

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(And I bite!)




So I woke up this morning next to our Voodooz doll and a message on my phone asking if he kept me warm. There were words of sweet-nothings on the coffee maker again. With him always finding a way to make me wake with a smile, even when he’s not here to wake with… I couldn’t help but think to myself, ‘What would Lars like to come home to tonight?’

He’s been working so hard at work and even at spoiling me, I feel as though it’s time to give something back. So this morning, I got a lot done.

I washed, perfumed and changed all the bedding so he has a nice, clean, fresh bed to sleep in tonight. I vacuumed the floors, did the dishes and cleaned the littler box so he has a nice tidy house to come home to. I made Arabic pasta, which waits on the stove so he has a nice home-cooked dinner to come home to. And finally, I took a long hot shower, made myself all pretty and sent him a few risky messages so he has a beautifully naughty woman to come home to.

May he always be happy to come home…

You see, I spoke to my father today. He has approved of Lars moving in and since Lars is still paying off his ex’s lease, he’s even being flexible on rent. I’m happy to know my home is now officially his home.

I love the life we’re building together. And even though that honeymoon period is slowly coming to an end, we communicate well. We listen to one another, and we respect one another’s thoughts and feelings. We’re still totally attracted to one another and we enjoy spending time together. We keep striving to find ways to make one another smile, and we still believe there isn’t a better match made on this planet.