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Me
- Tainted Female
- No matter where I am, I'm lost and learning to like it. I'm a living contradiction, and the best lies I tell are the ones I tell myself.
My Blog List
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Hello 2014!10 years ago
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40 CONSCIOUS years!11 years ago
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Pink Pudding11 years ago
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Another year has passed12 years ago
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allo allo..12 years ago
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See you in Oz?13 years ago
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Downtown13 years ago
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3 words of wisdom:
"Emotion is always strong with you. But never are you defeated. Instead, your emotions are a strength.
No, you were never a fainting blossom, but you aren't bereft of feeling the good that sometimes evolves.
Such venom and hate for the stupidity and culpability of humanity. Something we have always shared. Ironic then, that this is what feeds it to begin with?"
Comment I left for you February.
See? :) I am sure I am not the only one that is happy for you.
I read this in February.
I just don't get it. You betrayed me in ways I can't even begin to comprehend.
How can you be so cruel then so persistent to be kind to me for so long, even after I tore you to shreds? Is it guilt?
What? Oh my dear....you still wonder?
While I will always be ashamed for the way I had treated our friendship, guilt has never consumed me. Rather, I gained an understanding of why I was the way I was. Immaturity and the inability to take responsibility for myself were the lessons learned from that.
From you I have taken instruction, and it has bettered my life. For that you will eternally have my respect, yes, even after you tore at me. Thing is, you left wounds that healed, even in your rightful anger, you left a mark that faded. The lesson did not.
You know why I am kind to you, we are kindred. Again, I am not proud of who I was, but I am proud of what I have achieved, and I am proud of you as well.